mediocracy hater, curiosity lover, dreamer in denial, constantly self-restricted and at the same time edge-pushed, formerly heart-broken, craving for oblivion, totally anaware of the word "stop", forward in the most sided way, terrified of boredom, loud but randomly clear, variable like a mixed cd, unfit in my skin, loose in my soul, uncomfortably complicated, self-abusive, and too much for anyone to bare...initially i'm Marianna and i have a friend named toukos!